I Do Not Have To Hurtle

I do not have to hurtle all the times. I will go slow. Going slow does not mean frittering away my precious time. Rather it provides me with the opportunity to optimize my skills and enhance my affectivity. Literature is not only information, but also a peculiar study of the affects that drive human conducts. The socio-cultural imaginary that constitute much of the thinking pattern of a specific constituency also come under the rubric of study of literature. So during this sojourn, which is quite unprecedentedly prolonged, I must maturate myself to a whole new level. It is palpable that my vocabulary skills have improved a lot in view of this quotidian custom of practising. To some extent everyone is a nomad - either in mind, or in outside world. Often this nomadic state of affairs caters to build an independent sense of self-identity that growing up being cuddled does not help much about. Our identities are transversal. For example, I am a student in University, Hindu in caste, poor in class,  Bengali in language, and Indian in nationality. These are some of the identities that I cannot abrogate even if I wish. Oh, I also forgot to mention another vital point of identity related with gender, which plays a very significant role in our androcentric medieval society that is always trying to wad me within its glittering wrappers. That feeling of jet lag I also sense soemtimes. I could understand that gradually I am turning xenophobic. I have searched originary solutions to this problem, but in vain. The sedimentation of mind and body is causing severe conflicts in my psyche.